The Crack in my Universe

The Crack in my Universe

The Age of Oneness is upon us. The distance between Source, The Infinite Oneness, The Veil, Beyond the Beyond and our Beloved God-Self I AM Presence is closer than ever before.

We simply have but to reach out and a hand will be there to pull us up.

Reminiscing and reflecting on the past 18 months and my head is spinning. I’ve climbed a glacier, been to India… twice, moved to Maui for 2+ months, my spirit guides and guardian angels came knocking – I answered, gathered with some Shamans in Sedona, trekked and travelled Nepal, tripped the fantastic medicine world through Ayahuasca, gazed upon Machu Picchu, explored the islands of Lake Titicaca, and started a new business.

The truly amazing part is what happened within and in between those adventures and power journeys, I mean deep in the cracks and crevices.

The places where one doesn’t normally look.

Seeing and sensing the crevices, like cracks in the sidewalk, without really stopping to pay any attention to them or take the time to see what is really in there.

Avoiding the crack didn’t make it go away. I tried stepping over and around it. It started to call out and I could feel it pulling at me as I walked quickly by trying to ignore it as best as I could.

What could it possibly want?

It was taunting me, daring me, tempting me. I couldn’t stand it any longer, I had to take a peek and find out what it wanted.

So in I went, squinting and peering into that tiny dark space. Lightly and gently sweeping off the dust around the edges at first. Anticipating that some creature will rear its head out and swallow me whole. The crack started to widen bit by bit and I felt myself getting lured in further and further.

I felt my body start to tingle and vibrate, messages came from what seemed like nowhere begging me to keep going.

I had to wedge myself in to the crack, crawling deep inside it, digging the dirt out in front of me to keep going, crawling and wriggling along.

It’s tight and cramped.

At first, I was a bit scared… It’s dark and I didn’t know what the hell was in there.

But I couldn’t stop!

I needed to know and it was far too late to turn around.

So I kept digging and digging.

The messages became more and more clear and amid the fear and doubt, I felt absolute and unconditional love pulling me along.

I ran into boulders and had to re-route, sometimes taking the long way around.

The spider webs were curious and fascinating!

The inevitability of getting caught in a few showed me the creativity of how I spun it in the first place.

Free of my own web, on I went and the crack finally started to get bigger and bigger and before I know it, I was inside an entirely new Universe.

A Universe full of the most amazing energy, spirit, light and love.

Finding my Universe of love and light really came down to choice.

Do I continue to choose dark and negative thoughts or do I choose light and positive thoughts?

Do I keep avoiding the crack? Like attracts like, what goes out must come back. It is Law… the Law of Attraction & Vibration.

Once I made the decision to choose positive, loving, forgiving and compassionate thoughts, I started to notice a shift. A shift in the way I approach and live my daily life. I noticed that I don’t get frustrated or upset at the tiniest things any longer.

My friends were curious as they started noticing and feeling the changes.

It took a bit of practice, but if I can do it, anyone can do it. Which is the reason why I am sharing from an observed and felt experience.

It is a choice to see the absolute positive in everything in front of you, no matter how big or small.

As you continue to shift energetically, your vibration will raise. You will sense a change in the way your body feels, you will notice changes in your behavior and how you “react” to situations. And the deepest and most profound relationships with your spirit guides will start to emerge and develop. All they needed was your willingness to shift your energy and release negative thought patterns and to believe that they are there.

You will start to co-create with your guides and Source. They will put things in front of you to allow you to make your choices as a being of free-will and to ultimately move you forward on this path. They will work with you to get answers and clarity. Your God-Self knows – you just need to ask, listen and trust.

I have shifted too many times to count. The vibration that is now so apparent in my body is like a long lost friend. I know this vibration; it is familiar yet so distant and exotic at the same time. And I know that it will change again and again and again as I make my way home.

Two things that I know for sure:

  1. Everything is energy; it is in everything and is everywhere. It is who we are. It is what we are and raising the vibration of that energy brings us closer to the Light and Source.
  2. At some point in our evolution, we must go within to grow. Not to seek God. Not to cross the finish line. Not to be a certain something. Not to find the truth, but because there is nowhere left to go.

The unearthing of my Universe has been so hard, so beautiful, so emotional, so scary, so enlightening, so deep, so special, so intense, so peaceful, so dark, so uplifting, so clumsy, so graceful and so, so, so full of love. My love. The love for myself I never thought possible. That is the love that guides me, that is the love that will push me through, that is the love that will allow me to receive and give love, that is the love that enables me to fulfil my purpose. And for that, I am more than blessed and more than grateful. There is not a single word that could possibly capture, define or describe this most amazing and incredible journey.

Carmelle Kemp is a Modern Mystic, Spiritual Healer & Soul Coach.  Deciding that the mundane, life in box world no longer suited her, she set out on a mission to find herself and her true calling.  Clearing away the cobwebs and releasing the fear and doubt that had become strange bedfellows, Carmelle has emerged whole and one with Spirit.  She would love nothing more than to share the world of Spirit and her knowledge of the Universe with you through the Cosmic Coaching program.   Just follow the link to talk about your desires and how working with Carmelle can change your life.

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